It has been so long since I have poured out my thoughts into words. A broken down internet connection, a broken down thought process and and a busy schedule had invaded my mind and created a dam.
But now, the internet connection is up and running, I have effectively quit my job, and boredom and a stagnation of emotions brings me here. Although I know this is hardly the motivation my readers (if any) will be looking for I find myself at a loss when faced with the truth.
For the truth is quite bitter and brutal at times. Years and years of sugar coating and an excessive use of euphemisms, although quite helpful at times, has created an unsavory environment for the cold truth.
The truth then is that I have lost my way.
I must add however that nothing is permanent, the feelings that give rise to these words will change, but unfortunately the words won't, so I understand that they are liable to be misunderstood.
The truth is that I love rambling about unnecessary things.
And I hope i will be rambling more and more as time goes on.
Please indulge me.
Wait...yeah...pls do...
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