Change

My other blog, which I had started under the title of "writing practice" had progressively moved on from being practice to being an outlet for my emotions, ranging from love to hate, and from joy to rage. Unfortunately, the site that it was on got suspended by the service provider and it has been a few weeks since I have been trying to retrieve some of the stuff I have on there. I hope to eventually get them all back and add them or most of them on to this blog.
Having said that, I hope that I have not jinxed it and am eventually able to get them all back. Anything otherwise would be nothing short of catastrophe for a few days. It would get better after that, but that blog represents a a year or two of growing up if nothing else, and a part of my life would be lost for ever if I did not get it back.
I am fully aware that my outlet may be an even less interesting read to other people than it is to me, but I somehow need this, need to let it out into words, and hopefully someday when all I have to let out is good instead of bad, then maybe I can spread these emotions, and do some good for the world. But till then, my goal is to let it all out, good or bad, and recently its been mostly bad. Just let it all out through this egress.